I don't get it...

Why he did the things he did, he explains himself. But still, I ask myself the question. How could you and why would you? Wasn't this all not enough? Do you need or want more? Is it too big of a deal to be this way? The way we are. Why do I ask myself that much of questions? It doesn't have to be that complicated. I know it doesn't, I know. But why do I allways choose the hard road and not the simple road? Do I think this is not enough?